To be or not to be?... Be what? That is the question. (Take that, Shakespeare.)
The idea of "being" is such a philosophical black hole, and it is one that I have been sucked into lately.
What do I want to BE when I grow up?
What kind of person am I trying to BE in my personal relationships?
Where do I want to BE on this planet?
Do I want to BE or not BE, but rather just - be...
When I was younger, I always thought that by the time I was in my 30's I would have it all figured out. I thought all adults did. The time to be indecisive, or to change your mind, or feel restless, all of that stuff was only in your early 20s.
In spite of my human be-ing, I am still loving life. There is no denying that I wake up every morning happy, motivated and ready to face the day. But I am all about having goals, and I need to keep filling the tank. I cannot seem to just "be", I need to BE!!!